Friday, January 30, 2009
Ran 4km outside school for warm-up.
And then six 200m for workout.
Timing from first to last run,
33, 31, 29, 28, 28 & 26s.
Ali can you please stop running because you're making me go crazy.
P.S, please see me personally regarding personal questions.
Froze at 11:57 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
I cried so badly the first time I saw you.
All your unrivalled love and warmth made me who I am now.
I've never felt anything like this before.
And most probably I'll never find another love like this again.
For you are the one whom I love so much,
I don't think I can ever stop loving you.
And nothing will ever change that fact.
I guess it's just unconditional.
You've always been there for me whenever I need you,
Always trying your best to put a smile on my face.
Even though we might not be together all the time,
I can always sense your love for me.
You're someone really special in my heart.
Someone whom I can never live without.
And as the days pass by,
Hopefully I'm someone really special in your heart as well.
I love you Mom.
Froze at 10:47 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
It wasn't even worth fighting for. A day filled with fear, uncertainty and doubt.
I'm an escapist, oh what fun it is to be one! Everlastingly free from all that might enslave you.
But it didn't last, and is that even a surprise? Let the reality be crystal clear before us again.
Well how did I even get here? The perfect imbalance of friends could be a justifiable explanation.
And no, I seriously don’t want to be targeted by many. What a daunting realisation it has been.
Let me be on my own and lessen the pressure I’ve garnered thus far.
Because at the end of the day, my hairstyle would always be as crazy as I am.
Froze at 11:01 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Froze at 4:13 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
It’s late in the morning and I just can’t seem to bring enough peace to my mind in order to finally lie down on my bed. My mom just changed the sheets for me and I’m very thankful for that. She’s such a great mom and my love for her is purely unconditional, like it has always been. Plus, I had brand new pillows as well. So all the more I should finally retire to bed after a long day?
Maybe not.
Most probably it’s too undeserving for me to think this much, but I have to. I can’t question the fact that I’m one who is bound by the terms of logic and the right of judgement. Things happen for a reason and I’ve adhered to that principle ever since it crossed my mind. I won’t deny it, I have a great view of the scenery from where I’m sitting and it gets even better when I stand up. It really helps me to reflect about everything. Coupled with soothing songs from my unrivalled music collection, I ponder into the night sky trying my best to look for at least two shimmering points of illumination. If I’m unsuccessful, I’d pray that it’s somewhere else hidden from my view. Maybe some people don’t get what the previous means, but it’s alright I guess. I can’t really blame them for drifting off course from the path that they are demanded to voyage on.
And so I begin.
Sad but true, the society nowadays is riddled with overwhelming stress till almost everyone is too busy with other trivial matters. They are not utilizing their mind to their fullest potential with regards to maturity and the ability to reason between right and wrong. Sometimes I wonder if some people are really acting their age because from what I've been observing, they are certainly not. Maybe it’s how they were nurtured and how badly they took almost everything for granted without having the conscience to be mentally aware of that fact. Nonetheless, I seriously share my deepest compassion for these poor souls. In fact, I deem myself to be even luckier than such people but ironically I’ve never felt that I was ever ruined in my life. I was wise enough to note that this isn't what I ought to be.
For the high achiever.
Truthfully speaking, that statement serves as a constant reminder to what is expected of me by myself. I’ve certainly achieved many great things in life, from material wealth to real love and having so many mutual friends to the point that I can’t remember some of their names. Knowing myself well, pushing myself to go one step further is the only course of action. But seriously, where else can you go when you’re at the top? Now my feet won’t touch the ground, or so I wish. But it’s a wish that’s slowly materializing itself in front of me. It isn’t here yet and I can barely see it or touch it, but my intuition tells me otherwise. Being so near and yet so far away is merely just a test on my ability to keep it within my grasp. No one should ever be devoid of such a feeling in the world. This is considering if they ever get a chance to experience it in the first place.
What’s next then?
Life isn’t simplistic and I’m no different either. My mind loves to be overflowing with information of all sorts and yes, I’m always blaming it on a rush of blood to the head. Maybe that’s how I’m made to be but at least I know what my role in life is. My pathways are already laid out and now it’s time for me to go. But no, I don’t want to go through this single-handedly. I want to bring along someone that will float on a tidal wave with me, riding high above the rest and reaching our desired destination without much of a hindrance. It doesn’t matter who that person is. I just want to make a definite difference in his or her life before I finally get to say goodbye to this institution that has so far carved so much everlasting memoirs in my heart.
Oh and how could I ever forget those bittersweet memories as well?
Froze at 5:22 AM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
And the topic of the day is...

$580.24. 119 items. Patiently served by a lady with the name of Zhang Ran Ran at Giant.
That's my younger brother by the way. Besides, we had to bring the trolley home as there were too many things to carry and obviously we received plenty of stares along the way. Thank goodness Parkway and Marine Crescent is less than 1km apart though. Enough said, it should be enough for 2 month's worth of survival and it better be I tell you! As usual, my hairstyle for today is crazy.
Froze at 11:25 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Must I say anymore? I think my music collection is just too imba to the point that I'm using the search bar everytime. Whenever I scan through the whole length of my trustworthy Windows Media Player 11, I'm always at such undisputed awe to acknowledge the reality that I'm the rightful owner of such a collection.
Nevertheless, anyone is welcomed to ask me for any songs that they might need. I'll be more than willing to help! Besides, a full report of my music collection will be out soon and surely that's something to look forward to. I guess my lappy is now a huge mp3 player then.
P.S, I don't listen to Malay songs and I think I smell very nice today.
By the way, I love the following pictures.


And yes, that was me back then in Sec 2. The first picture is for lower sec class champions while the second is for lower sec individual champion (for boys of course). But then stupid TK went on to cancel Sports Day in Sec 3 & Sec 4 for some retarded Games Carnival. Dumbasses!
So...
2005 Individual Champion.
2008 Individual Champion.
2009 Individual Champion anyone?
Froze at 10:36 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
There's no doubt about it, I keep seeing these album arts every day.





You know that Ali is a super big fan of Coldplay when:
1. His alarm tone is a Coldplay song.
2. He listens to them while preparing for school.
3. He listens to them while going to school.
4. He sings their songs while in school.
5. His ringtone is a Coldplay song.
6. He listens to them while on the way home from school.
7. He plays their songs on the guitar after returning home.
8. He listens to them again before sleeping.
9. He repeats point 1 to 8 every single day.
10. He uses their lyrics for General Paper essays!
Froze at 11:18 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
They have always formed the basis of my life. It’s like a triangle you see. Whenever one point is near the state of collapse, the other two will always try to uphold the structure’s integrity.
Blissful
What's the point of being sad when you know that happiness is just around the corner? Besides, I've felt too much sadness in my life to the point that it's very hard for me to be sad or to cry anymore. I see sadness as a destructive emotion and most people know just how true that is. But I'm not selfish either, I want my friends and family to be happy as well. Making people smile is one of my fortes.
Optimistic
Many things have seriously inflicted excruciating pain in me. But I just keep telling myself that everything will get better and so far that's true. All I know is that time will heal and there's much more to life than just crying over spilled milk. In fact, just throw all negative thoughts out of the window. I've always been seeing a bright future ahead of me and nothing less.
Self-motivational
Finding a source of motivation is now a piece of cake for me. Besides, my race towards success is never ending as well. I've always been telling myself that there's no point in stopping after the race has begun. Further still, I'd rather complete it instead of giving up halfway and wasting my time in the process. In fact, I think I'm too easily motivated. Well at least that's a good thing.
I guess no other words can better describe me.
Froze at 9:55 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
Never have I experienced such a perfect day before. Everything just seems so rightfully cohesive, its like as if I had planned it out to be this way. I thank god for giving me such a perfect start for the year.
In chronological order:
1. Came to school on 'time'.
2. Managed to successfully strengthen the bond with my 'daughter'.
3. A new teacher for Physics who is much better than the previous one.
4.
I'm officially an OGL!
5. Managed to pay full attention during Chemistry.
6. Fully memorized the summary on carboxylic acids.
7. Didn't sleep during Maths.
8.
28/50 for GP Paper 1!
9. Seriously ran like crazy during PE.
10.
Finally put on 2kg after 4 years of waiting!11.
My long distance competitor is finally gone!
12. Boarded 31 immediately after alighting from 9.
13. Gained half of my voice back.
14. Saw my cute baby cousin again.
15.
The night scenery is too romantic la!I see two stars tonight, one's for you and one's for me.
In fact, I can only see one from my window.
So let's share it. =)
Froze at 9:40 PM
Its 3am now and I'm feeling very, very high thanks to:
1. The two packets of Nerds I ate earlier.
2. Ate mega prosperity burger again.
3. The super fabulous Pre-orientation Ogl Camp!!!
Besides, I'm now lying down comfortably on the bed under my blanket and hugging the pillow with my arms while typing this on my phone. Wifi for the win baby!
Froze at 3:11 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Point blank, I live in the real world. So please wake up lah oi!
Sunday was so darn fun! The ayam masak merah, the BROWNIES!!! Wah I'm salivating now. Oh yes, I asked my mom to order the brownies for myself as well. Shhhh, its for Valentine's Day.

My younger brother while playing D.O.T.A on my laptop. Do notice the keen supporter.

My first sista's presents.

3 year old Siti Khairiah and 15 year old Muhd Syafiq. They are worlds apart.

I love him a lot lah please!
A scary thing occurred yesterday. On the way home I was singing the following, 'There's a wild wind blowing, down the corner of my street' and immediately after that there was a sudden surge of strong wind blowing, almost knocking me down! Never mind, I'll just assume that it was merely a coincidence.
General Paper was fine.
Chemistry was hideous.
Geography was plain stupid.
And Maths today was a total embarrassment.
Let's not even talk about Physics...

Almost half of the hall never bring their data booklet.
Hanged out with the girls after that. Sya-Ree-Rah had to rush home because she had to took her medicine! I'm her anti-distress pill but I think she had a major overdose.
Pucuk paut delima batu,
Buat aper tu?



All trying to maintain their expressions.
I wonder why everyone that I talked to today is feeling so high. They include:
Yan
Lynn
Arini
Lloyd
Hakim
Edward
Hidayah
My brother
Sya-Ree-Rah (always high)
The spice house uncle
The drink stall aunties
Heck, even I was very high.
All thanks to her but she just doesn't know it yet.
There's something very special about her.
And I just know it.
Froze at 10:19 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
1. School starts tomorrow.
2. I hate the previous sentence.
Assuming everything goes well, today is going to be a great day! My first sister is finally having her open house as I type. Its at Seng Kang, somewhere around Compassvale Crescent. By the way she's just married and I'm soon going to be an UNCLE of TWINS!!!!! I'm so happy, I'm so happy, I'm so happy, I'm so happy, I'm so happy, I'm so happy, I'm so happy, I'm so happy, I'm so happy, I'm so happy!!!!!
Coldplay on repeat is like ecstasy, I can never get enough of it. Finally had 5000+ songs as of yesterday and I plan to get 6000+ by my birthday which is on the 9th of March! Another non-school event to look forward to is Valentine's Day. Whoever is going to be my valentine is going to be soooo darn spoilt by me I swear. Anyway, that's a good thing.

Oh love, don't let me go
Won't you take me where the street lights glow?
I can hear rain coming, like a serenade of sound
Now my feet won't touch the ground
P.S, I'm in love again.
Froze at 3:45 PM
Friday, January 9, 2009
A very big thank you to Sya-Ree-Rah for following me to Queesway yesterday to get my new school/running shoes. Its white and orange in colour, so Falcon for the win baby! I will upload the pictures when I've managed to find out its weight though. Its even lighter from my previous one which was already very light to begin with. I'm basically wearing feathers then.
On another crazier note,

You see the girl on the right? Yes that one. She's Sya-Hee-Rah and my laughing partner as well. Laughs 50% of the time on her own and 100% of the time when I'm around. Her tummy should be very flat by now.

You're an illuminating anchor of leagues too infinite in number
For crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
How do you always make me wonder?
I'm just someone and you're the world
All I can bring you is a language of a lover
You're my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other...
Froze at 10:11 PM
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Sya-Hee-Rah wanted me to blog about HARI INI (today) so here I go.
Woke up late.
Bathed.
Wore black.
Went to study.
Met Sya-Hee-Rah.
Ate PROSPERITY burger.
Met Arini.
Sya-Hee-Rah laughed like crazy, siao, gila, vadakam.
Saw a boy dressed up like Superman in the toilet.
Went home.
Froze at 10:32 PM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
YO! I'm officially an OGL! Muhahaha! It's a time honoured tradition, so please don't skip a beat because I like it too much my love. Like a greyhound in a race, I've got a rabbit to chase so please excuse me.

This photo is both meaningless and meaningful. Hence, its has become my favourite picture of 2008. We live in a mixed up world. OMG that so reminds me of my favourite indian rojak.
Why must we externalize the hatred from within? Precisely, it was FAIRLY judged. My rage is RARELY stirred but nah, I won't waste any brain cells this time round.
Froze at 9:23 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
Filled with amazing grace and wonder.
Thorns of regret coil round the Sun.
My fourth quadrant is now over,
And a new circle of life has begun.

Mistakes go by,
My shadow won't spoil the view.
Let's not ask why,
I don't want a BMW.

I politicize my own hair,
And have no use for any protocol.
Maybe let's go over there,
If there's anything just call.

Hard to remember but totally worthwhile,
The many affiliation that I've create.
I shall welcome it with a smile,
Hello 2009, goodbye 2008.

I won't lie, 2008 is such a bittersweet year! Nah let's start anew shall we, just like a tomato in the rain. Maybe even just like a beetle on its back, I got to get back on track. Where's my compass?! Okay let me begin with my list of lists.
My Top 25 Names Of 2008 (Sya-Hee-Rah's favourite part[EM][EM][EM])
Amkah
Tea Ai Huay
Shaifali Singh
Woo Jing Jing
Lim Bee Hoon
Ellie Laasiliyah
Deng Rongrong
Rishayulfitrishah
Lin Huili Sapphire
Nischay Bhat Nagar
Thitinatt Ukritnukun
Calubayan Philip Galo
Tan Loong Seng Philip
Sarunya Aroonsirichoke
Triana @ Ding Ting Ting
Tsai Tse Pei @ Chua Nina
Lawrence Teoh Feng Hong
Maitland Tabatha Mei Yan
Simone Bamapriya Chettiar
De Jesus Natasha Faith Villapa
De Jesus Madonna Vilma Villapa
Rabindra Kumar Thapa Rabindra
Kalpana Xu Wo Wei @ Hui Yok Wei
Anakku Lelaki Hoed, Pria Bernama Hoed
My Favourite:Muhammad Toy-Yib Win Win Iskandar

A big thanks to Yaseen and Rizwan for bringing it over to my house on the 27th of December, a day which we played D.O.T.A like crazy. It also happened to be Rizwan's birthday as well so double happiness, just like killing two birds with one stone (membunuh dua burung dengan satu batu).
My Top 10 Songs Of 2008Keane - Spiralling (Berpusingan)
Rihanna - Breaking Dishes (Memecahkan Pinggan-Mangkuk)
Will.I.Am - Spending Money (Berbelanja Wang)
Paramore - When It Rains (Apabila Ia Hujan)
Kaiser Chief - You Want History (Awak Mahu Sejarah?)
Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part (Saya Tak Suka Benda Ini)
The Ting Tings - Great Dj (Deejay Baik)
Ashlee Simpson - What I've Become (Apa Saya Telah Jadi)
Sophie Ellis Bextor - New Flame (Api Baharu)
My Favourite:Coldplay - Viva La Vida (Live Your Life) (Hidup Hidup Kamu)

Caused by a massive collision with a taxi, that's my younger brother by the way. I wanted to pull it out though, but I forgot to. Maybe I can sell it at Sungai Road for a handsome sum to some antique shop owned by foreigners.
My Top 10 Phrases Of 2008Inalillah
God willing
Yo nice hair
I hate PW sia
Sorry I'm late
Your head lah!
Hello Mr Liew!
Let me copy can?
Yo where are you?
My Favourite:One iced lemon tea please
2008 In PicturesSome things are better described in pictures. At the same time, don't forget to explain your pictures in words as well. Or else it might turn out to be meaningless, just like a tomato in the rain or maybe even a cat with a mouse. You can't just show me a picture of a cow and expect me to think its a cow.
January 2008
Being unconditionally attached to something new isn't an easy thing to acquire, but I'm glad it has been attained. Sometimes in life you just have to start all over again with new friends, new teachers and a new uniform that looks like conjoined algae and seaweed.
February 2008
We are always waiting for something in life. Patience is a virtue, and it has always been that way. The light at the end of the tunnel might be too far away for us to see, but at least there's still light. If you really want to see it sooner, take a torchlight and stare into it.
March 2008
You might even think that you're imbalanced, but you're not. It's just simply a matter of time for everything to sort itself out. For all you know, everything will suit your needs and you could even relax and take a step back if God's willing. If you take too many steps back, God willing you will fall down and die.
April 2008
But you can't just relax all the way and expect to achieve good results can you? Maybe your efficiency isn't that high, hence an arrival of a new source of motivation is strongly encouraged. My father has always wanted me to be farmer, but I don't want to.
May 2008
When you do fall in love with something, do hold it dear. Sometimes its just too priceless for you to comprehend. For everything else, there's Mastercard.
June 2008
Life is a one-way street, there's no turning back sometimes. But who said that you can't alter your destiny? Break the lock and take responsibility of your own fate because no one can stop you, I think.
July 2008
Just don't be selfish and leave all of your friends behind, for they have always been cushioning your fall whenever you don't succeed. They have always been there for you, just like your heart. I seriously can't say what I mean because what I mean is what I don't say.
August 2008
Distractions will come and they always do. It's how you deal with them that really matters. Maybe you can use them to your own advantage but above all they are still distractions nonetheless, just like a tomato in the rain. It's like asking why the chicken crossed the road or why the road crossed the chicken.
September 2008
You should already have a working compass by now, so do use it. Just get your directions right and head off to your desired destination. If you ever get lost, try using GPS or get the police to send you home.
October 2008
Being lonely isn't that bad either. It does give you ample time to get back on track and continue your journey. Now that you've come this far, there's no point in even thinking about giving up. The path to success will forever set you free from the shackles of life, just like how an apple a day keeps the doctor away.
November 2008
So what do you do after all have been said and done? Surely a well deserving break is welcomed. Other than that, do remember that you have to set off again pretty soon. Its like as if you're using the toilet. O, Draconian devil! Oh, lame saint!
December 2008
It is just another year? Maybe not. Looking around, I can't help but feel that nothing much has changed. All that has changed is the length of my hair on my head and not on my legs.
Year 2008In what has been described as a bittersweet year, I'm alive and still kicking strong emotionally, spiritually and physically. I guess I have to use my optimism again to carry me through 2009. So far its going pretty well, too well in fact. I'm too far in front for anyone to be of a hindrance to me now. In the words of my favourite song of 2008, live your life!
Froze at 11:03 PM